Assalamualaikum, so ini post pertama i in 2018 and im going to start fresh & ........ omg what is that word?? sebarkan? yes! sebarkan positivity, yeaaaa spread positivity! So lets start from the beginning, let me introduce myself to you guys. My name is Nisa Karmila, i am 19 years old this year, I live in Shah Alam and im studying in UiTM Tapah, Perak ;p I wanted to write on this blog like its my diary so yea, welcome to my public diary where i share almost every thoughts that i have, insyaallah. I just wanna share everything! makeup? skincare? travelling? u name it girrrrl! xD I will try my best to keep this blog as positive as possible because i already left the sad nisa in the 2017!

So, for my first post, i wanna tell you guys about my day. Today is the 28th of February 2018 and this morning i went to take a JPJ test, yes, driving test! i failed my test last 6 months and didnt get the chance to repeat it because i was in Perak and now i am on my sem break! but its almost over :( im going back to Perak very soon and im going to start a new semester. oh yea! for the previous semester, i made it into the dean list!!!! oh my god, i was so happy xD okay enough said, back to the jpj story, soooooooooooo hmm where to start? okay, so i woke up at 6:30am in the morning and i started to get ready at 7 and me, being nisa, that is always late, i looked at the clock and its freaking 7:40++am, i was rushing to the driving school, by my scooter obviously. and god, the traffic was a no joke! but i managed to get there at around 8:10am something like that. so when ive arrived, i went to check for my nombor giliran and my nombor giliran is 14 so i kinda lek a bit bcs macam tak awal sangat but tak lambat sangat since ulangan people is around 20++. so i tegur this one girl, because she was alone and i was alone too so i talked to her, made friend with her and shes kind, so i was with her all through the test, her number giliran is 16 btw but the people with nombor giliran 15 was absence so yea. first mesti kena buat the rpk?rsm? idk. but its the one that u have to analyse (?) the car, check the tire and etc etc. that one is easy right sooo yea i passed that one. then the litar one (i already passed the bahagian 3 so i just have to repeat the litar only) ugh, this is when my anxiety comes, but sorry, i datang situ to lulus the test so i dont have to repeat it again and i dont have time to layan my anxiety, i told myself that it is now or never, i freaking throw away all of my anxiety & i tried my best to not being nervous at that time.

So when my turn pula, i was kinda nervous but i taknak layan so i masuk kereta and i betulkan seat and i baca doa (lol i freaking baca doa like i harap if i buat salah, allah butakan sekejap jpj so they wont see it) okay so first stop, S. Everyone know that S is easy so one down, 4 more to go. Next stop, bukit. oh lord, the person before me failed there so i takut i pun fail but i taknak layan that feeling so i ignore and i pandang tempat lain so i dont have to see orang lain fail because when they fail, you got scared bcs u takut u will end up to be like them. so i pun pandang the other way and wait for tht person to blah first (eventho theres one more lane but i dont want to get distracted so yea) okay so i naik that bukit and i tarik handbrake and hon and oh god, part ni scary gila, its like the penentuan u will fail or pass. so i pun tekan minyak sikit sikit and slowly lepaskan clutch and i turunkan handbrake BUT my inner drifter side nak tunjukkan diri so eeeehheekkkk (the sound of u know, when car drift kan ada bunyi liddat, u know what i mean) but oh well, passed! hahaha 2 down. so parking, ugh this was the reason why i failed the first time so i pun chill and fikir like i dah belajar, i can do this, i told myself that im going to go home with a kejayaan!!! so i pun masuk parking and i intai sikit tayar depan tu (i keluarkan my head from the tingkap bcs u know, this girl is short) then alhamdulillah, i lepas!! next, selekoh Z.. this one pun scary but alhamdulillah i lepas juga and wehhh i just realised that my car wasnt mati pun hahaha! omg im such a pro *flip tudung* so lepastu last stop, 3 penjuru, god, i masuk, i undur, i senyum at the pegawai jpj and i keluar. time i nak keluar tu, ..............shoot, they asked me to park tepi and datang kat diorang. sumpah time tu i was like omg did i failed, oh my god, almost peed in my pants! so i pun jalan to the pondok jpj with my muncung mouth and teary eyes (havent cry yet!) i asked them, did i failed? they said " sorry we cant help you" then me, being a cry ass baby, i cried. i said "what did i do?" they said "what did u do?" i said "tolong la i cuti another 6 months, im tired blablabla" with tears running down my eyes like a waterfall. they said "datang lain kali", i said "i dont want, please." he said "tanya orang sebelah ni" i pun nangis nangis and cakap "boleh la boleh la" he said "mana boleh" i cried lagi hahahaha then they gave me my borang and gosh....... i FREAKING LULUS! and i wasted my tears for nothing ahahaha so yea i wiped my tears, i was so happy. After that, I went back home and chill for awhile and then i keluar with my stepmom to AEON Bukit Raja bcs i cari A PINK CALCULATOR but its like no where to be found but its okay, if i want something, i wont give up and i will search for it till i jumpa! so yea i think thats all for today i guess.